The Reason Why

Open some way for the happy ending
I love to smoking just by my self
But in same time I'm afraid
About my bad way
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I'll be ok
It's ok not to be okay
In the night I found my another way
To get the rest
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I feel like I wanna die
Maybe tomorrow or someday
Ready or not will definitely happen
Heal me please
Pray to me
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Maybe I'm just asking question but
Nobody can't answer my question
Many people come and gone in my circle
Just want to know but never care about me
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I hope I can find the way,my way
Stop asking or telling me about
Your Fucking story
That is not my business and
I don't wanna care
Never to care

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I have bad day doesn't mean have good day
I love my self but I hate more
Help
Eh, Don't
I don't need yall
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I have another me
Yall maybe know but never asking
I know it
Or maybe you really don't know
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The reason why I don't like to meet with new people
Is because they will be leave me someday
I hate separation
Maybe first impression you will see my IGNORANT face
I know it and I aware of that things
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If someone know me
They are maybe have the same perception about me
I know it.
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If you wanna heal me, please tell me you are not same like
them.
I have bad English
I post this because my mom not understand english well. ahhah sorry mom.
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Bad luck me.